2day receive her 2nd call...actualy she juz wana follow up d case...how 2 explain abt d case?! she is realy 2 nice jor...coz d student is fainting and weak, she bring d student 2 d hospital...in addition, she don hav her purse...meaning she juz had enuf coins 2 pay for RM1 in hospital and risking over being caught for nt having her identity card with her...omg...i wonder why her boss never seem 2 help her at all?! isnt all d boss are supposed 2 help their subordinates 2 settle problems faced?! she was like being bullied all d time by her boss...all d hard tasks will b "telan" by her...pity her is one thing...bt wat cn i realy help her?? juz listen 2 wat she wana say 2 me lo...and give her a few mooncakes for her 2 enjoy mooncake festival...bt according 2 her, her family is not celebrating it...bt i feel it weird...since she is living in a terrace house, it feel weird if her family is not celebrating...
2day was so tired...after meeting...bt after saw her, i was like fully charged and waited till she off work... (^^,)
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
she called me 4 d 1st time to enquire about company matter while im working...i was nt so sure wat shld b done on the matters highlighted... :( cant help her much...
later on, there is a case whereby one of my students is so weak and was considered nt fit for exam...omg...y she always had 2 face such troublesome cases geh?? wat cn i do 2 help her?? there is nothing i cn do...she only informed me after eveyting is passed...guess im only considered as a normal fren 2 her after all...guess i shld let go of her and stop tinking of her evey moment...
Fang shou...
felt disappointed coz din met her 2day... :(
later on, there is a case whereby one of my students is so weak and was considered nt fit for exam...omg...y she always had 2 face such troublesome cases geh?? wat cn i do 2 help her?? there is nothing i cn do...she only informed me after eveyting is passed...guess im only considered as a normal fren 2 her after all...guess i shld let go of her and stop tinking of her evey moment...
Fang shou...
felt disappointed coz din met her 2day... :(
Sunday, September 19, 2010
NO MOOD !!!
2day gt 2 knw she is sick jor...bt wat cn i do?? take her 2 c a doctor?? or buy some medicine 4 her?? will it b a bit 2 much?? either i make her touched or i make myself seem more irritating 2 her?!
one of my fren ask me 2 retreat...juz stay silent by her side and only b there 4 her whenever she nid me...juz show tat u care 4 her and nt showing it 2 d whole world tat u care 4 her...how am i supposed 2 do so??
So, i guess i juz cn stay silent by her side...witout doin anyting much...juz in case i din irritates her...aii...how is she goin 2 knw tat i like her if i din show it off 2 her??
guess i juz hav 2 do d same i always do...hav 2 stop sms her again...and juz sms her when she sms me?! can i realy control myself?? :( don b so obvious even if i do like her...?! juz act as normal frens...
guess sooner or later i will hav 2 let go witout even confessing... :(
5th regret throughout all tis years moz probably...?! :(
one of my fren ask me 2 retreat...juz stay silent by her side and only b there 4 her whenever she nid me...juz show tat u care 4 her and nt showing it 2 d whole world tat u care 4 her...how am i supposed 2 do so??
So, i guess i juz cn stay silent by her side...witout doin anyting much...juz in case i din irritates her...aii...how is she goin 2 knw tat i like her if i din show it off 2 her??
guess i juz hav 2 do d same i always do...hav 2 stop sms her again...and juz sms her when she sms me?! can i realy control myself?? :( don b so obvious even if i do like her...?! juz act as normal frens...
guess sooner or later i will hav 2 let go witout even confessing... :(
5th regret throughout all tis years moz probably...?! :(
Saturday, September 18, 2010
18/09/2010 - Deep in thoughts
2day i'm in deep thoughts...
tis morning, went 2 pasar wit mum, saw the new gal which i juz met yesterday in workplace...i suppose she is cuter, younger, prettier, have bigger eyes and sweeter voice...I had a strange feeling about her...i knw her las time in secondary sch?! i wonder...bt y i care abt it??
is my feelings 4 her started 2 "goyah" oredi?? which means my feelings 4 her is finally fading?? i realy dono wat is my real feelings 4 her?! saw tat she is so helpless at times and i realy do wana help and protect her?? or is it due to her beautiful soul that i'm so in love wit her?? bt how 2 describe it?! is it due 2 our age gap that im starting 2 hav such fading feelings 4 her?? My parents keep telling me 2 find a younger 1 bt cn I realy control my feelings 4 her?? until nw, i seem cnt stop tinking of her even 4 a single moment...d moz torturing is waiting 4 her reply (sms) bt when she never reply anyting, it realy do hurt me deep inside...eveytime i c her, i will hav d excited feeling within me...
Frens asking me 2 confess as soon as possible...bt wat shld b d moz suitable moment?? some suggested in our nex trip...bt will it b like a bit 2 early?? since both of us never realy do knw much abt each other...so 4 d moment, i will continue wit hinting her tat i hav feelings 4 her...juz scared if suddenly confess, it may scared her off and in d end, i lost a close fren...and i realy don wish it will happen 2 me again... :(
each time i hear tis song, my feelings for her seem gt stronger...
tis morning, went 2 pasar wit mum, saw the new gal which i juz met yesterday in workplace...i suppose she is cuter, younger, prettier, have bigger eyes and sweeter voice...I had a strange feeling about her...i knw her las time in secondary sch?! i wonder...bt y i care abt it??
is my feelings 4 her started 2 "goyah" oredi?? which means my feelings 4 her is finally fading?? i realy dono wat is my real feelings 4 her?! saw tat she is so helpless at times and i realy do wana help and protect her?? or is it due to her beautiful soul that i'm so in love wit her?? bt how 2 describe it?! is it due 2 our age gap that im starting 2 hav such fading feelings 4 her?? My parents keep telling me 2 find a younger 1 bt cn I realy control my feelings 4 her?? until nw, i seem cnt stop tinking of her even 4 a single moment...d moz torturing is waiting 4 her reply (sms) bt when she never reply anyting, it realy do hurt me deep inside...eveytime i c her, i will hav d excited feeling within me...
Frens asking me 2 confess as soon as possible...bt wat shld b d moz suitable moment?? some suggested in our nex trip...bt will it b like a bit 2 early?? since both of us never realy do knw much abt each other...so 4 d moment, i will continue wit hinting her tat i hav feelings 4 her...juz scared if suddenly confess, it may scared her off and in d end, i lost a close fren...and i realy don wish it will happen 2 me again... :(
each time i hear tis song, my feelings for her seem gt stronger...
Friday, September 17, 2010
so PISSED OFF!!!
2day lunch tot of goin out with my mum and goin bec home 2 take my minutes' record...tot of doin 2 minutes 2day...bt in d end, all was crushed by the PROF and HER...WTH!!! PROF from overseas...b4 even joining in oredi make me so PISSED OFF...WTH... :(
sumore HER is so nt professional...scared him for wat?? coz he is a PROF?? and he is a MAN?? WTH so scary of HIM?? cnt b wit him goin 2 c a house HE is goin 2 rent?? coz he is my LECTURER?? such a STUPID answer...asked me 2 teman bt in d end, d so "good" PROF "put aeroplane"...ending up me eating 2 packs of sandwiches for nothing...WTH... :(
after office hour, went to her office...tot she don hav 2 ot anymore since d moz tiring and demanding tasks are finished...bt she worked till 9pm + las nite...i juz manage 2 help her a bit when in d office...shld i help her frm d start i enter d office?? bt wat will b her colleagues saying?? y is it always had 2 b so scared of wat ppl had 2 say?? cnt v juz do watever v 1 witout taking into account wat others said abt it??
Goin 2 hav a drink wit old frens...hav a great time...talking abt each other's life...and there will b a trip 2 penang soon in 30 Oct 2010...hopefully it wont clash wit my trip 2gether wit my favorite gang and her...so missed the las trip at d beach oh... (",)
sumore HER is so nt professional...scared him for wat?? coz he is a PROF?? and he is a MAN?? WTH so scary of HIM?? cnt b wit him goin 2 c a house HE is goin 2 rent?? coz he is my LECTURER?? such a STUPID answer...asked me 2 teman bt in d end, d so "good" PROF "put aeroplane"...ending up me eating 2 packs of sandwiches for nothing...WTH... :(
after office hour, went to her office...tot she don hav 2 ot anymore since d moz tiring and demanding tasks are finished...bt she worked till 9pm + las nite...i juz manage 2 help her a bit when in d office...shld i help her frm d start i enter d office?? bt wat will b her colleagues saying?? y is it always had 2 b so scared of wat ppl had 2 say?? cnt v juz do watever v 1 witout taking into account wat others said abt it??
Goin 2 hav a drink wit old frens...hav a great time...talking abt each other's life...and there will b a trip 2 penang soon in 30 Oct 2010...hopefully it wont clash wit my trip 2gether wit my favorite gang and her...so missed the las trip at d beach oh... (",)
Thursday, September 16, 2010
16/7/2010
went to kl 1 day trip 2 fetch my bro bec UM...happy 2 knw tat she fnally nt needed 2 work on public holiday anymore... :) finally she cn hav a whole day rest and gt time 4 her family...
feeling a bit unhappy...dono if its due to she nt replying my sms or my lack of slep?! :(
having headache and back pain after reached my sis' home at kl...
went to have lunch near my sis' home...then go 4 jusco shopping...bought a new clothes...hopefully cn wear and show it 2 her sooner or later...gt 1 clothes juz bought nt long ago...wore it before bt never had time 2 show it 2 her... :(
tinking hard when shld i do d confession?! wat shld i prepare 4 d confession...gt plans in mind...suddenly during shoppin...hehe...may touch her very much deep inside or irritates her?! muz b ready 4 her answer no matter its acceptance or rejection... no matter wat is her final answer, hopefully we cn remain as frens...juz hope that i still cn b her guardian angel...b always by her side 2 care 4 her...listen 2 wat she has 2 say...tat shld b more than enuf 4 me...
b4 my dinner, i called her 2 c how is she goin after a whole day rest...she still feel tired after whole day rest...guess she is juz 2 tired frm ot-ing till so late 4 so many days...feel excited after calling her...(",)
eat a very "delicious" dinner...omg...wat happened?? d restaurant cn survive all tis while bt their food is so "delicious" and nt cheap at all... :(
feeling a bit unhappy...dono if its due to she nt replying my sms or my lack of slep?! :(
having headache and back pain after reached my sis' home at kl...
went to have lunch near my sis' home...then go 4 jusco shopping...bought a new clothes...hopefully cn wear and show it 2 her sooner or later...gt 1 clothes juz bought nt long ago...wore it before bt never had time 2 show it 2 her... :(
tinking hard when shld i do d confession?! wat shld i prepare 4 d confession...gt plans in mind...suddenly during shoppin...hehe...may touch her very much deep inside or irritates her?! muz b ready 4 her answer no matter its acceptance or rejection... no matter wat is her final answer, hopefully we cn remain as frens...juz hope that i still cn b her guardian angel...b always by her side 2 care 4 her...listen 2 wat she has 2 say...tat shld b more than enuf 4 me...
b4 my dinner, i called her 2 c how is she goin after a whole day rest...she still feel tired after whole day rest...guess she is juz 2 tired frm ot-ing till so late 4 so many days...feel excited after calling her...(",)
eat a very "delicious" dinner...omg...wat happened?? d restaurant cn survive all tis while bt their food is so "delicious" and nt cheap at all... :(
15/9/2010
I brought a frozen mooncake ("bing pei" in cantonese which means frozen skin) for her from home...
Bt i waited till after office hour only 2 give her...then i noticed that d mooncake was actualy "suffocated" since i put it in my drawer...coz im scared my other staffs might notice on d mooncake and ask me 2 share it out wit them instead... :( I don wish tat 2 happen...
It's 6pm ++ when i delivered the mooncake 2 her...bt she is not around in office tat time...so i juz leave d mooncake wit a message on her table...
Hopefully she enjoyed eating the mooncake... (",)
Bt i waited till after office hour only 2 give her...then i noticed that d mooncake was actualy "suffocated" since i put it in my drawer...coz im scared my other staffs might notice on d mooncake and ask me 2 share it out wit them instead... :( I don wish tat 2 happen...
It's 6pm ++ when i delivered the mooncake 2 her...bt she is not around in office tat time...so i juz leave d mooncake wit a message on her table...
Hopefully she enjoyed eating the mooncake... (",)
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
14/9/2010
2nd day of in-house training, still enjoying a lot... :) the food and activities were so enjoyable...
when it come 2 lunchtime, after i had my lunch, i went out to look for her, hoping 2 c her again 2day...bt i never did manage to found her anywhere...i was like so hopeless tat time...tot of nt seeing her for d day...
bt in d end, i saw her standing by to watch over the exam ongoing...i was like so excited...much more excited than winning lottery, moz probably... :) v have quite an enjoyable talk...
after my in-house training end, i packed several small mooncakes for her and her colleagues to eat. I'm so glad she actually enjoyed eating d small mooncake. (",)
when it come 2 lunchtime, after i had my lunch, i went out to look for her, hoping 2 c her again 2day...bt i never did manage to found her anywhere...i was like so hopeless tat time...tot of nt seeing her for d day...
bt in d end, i saw her standing by to watch over the exam ongoing...i was like so excited...much more excited than winning lottery, moz probably... :) v have quite an enjoyable talk...
after my in-house training end, i packed several small mooncakes for her and her colleagues to eat. I'm so glad she actually enjoyed eating d small mooncake. (",)
Monday, September 13, 2010
went to in house training 2day...met a malay lady which hav been a long lost fren frm previus part time job...i was tinking...she look so familiar wit sum1 whom i oredi knw...then improve relationship wit a few colleagues whom i knw bt seldom keep in touch lo...so it was quite enjoying on d 1st day of d training...wonder wat will b 2mr program?!
saw her outside an exam hall...kinda feel excited deep inside my heart...
she was realy fed up wit her job jor currently...she keep on talking frm d moment she saw me...and telling me tat she was rushing here and there since tis morning and rushing lunch juz by throwing noodles in her throat 2 rush 4 nex exam...i was like...omg?! wat on hell had happened?? until lunch hour oso hav 2 rush...
realy hope she will feel a lot better after talking 2 me...eventhough i cnt do anyting much 2 help her...
juz hope tat she will be fine getting thru tis peak exam period... (^^,)
saw her outside an exam hall...kinda feel excited deep inside my heart...
she was realy fed up wit her job jor currently...she keep on talking frm d moment she saw me...and telling me tat she was rushing here and there since tis morning and rushing lunch juz by throwing noodles in her throat 2 rush 4 nex exam...i was like...omg?! wat on hell had happened?? until lunch hour oso hav 2 rush...
realy hope she will feel a lot better after talking 2 me...eventhough i cnt do anyting much 2 help her...
juz hope tat she will be fine getting thru tis peak exam period... (^^,)
12/9/2010
tot she was working today...bt when i sms her, she said she beh tahan jor...ot so eveyday till late nite...so she took 1 day off...then slep n rest 4 how long oso cnt replace and is not sufficient 4 her...sumhow, deep inside my heart, i felt so pity 4 her...bt wat else cn i do instead of only feeling pity towards her and supporting her by telling her 2 add oil?! her ot seem neverending... :(
at nite, i sms her again tinking tat she shld hav enuf rest by then...bt it will never b sufficient since she have sacrifice so many hours of her sleeping time 4 ot...bt wat cn do?! there are no planning in d work...eveyting was done las minit...wat happened?! how cn such a person without any planning b a boss 2 so many staffs?? sumore is a so important geh dept...hopefully d upper head will knw abt tis and soon change d big boss to a better 1 and nt a worse 1... :)
at nite, i sms her again tinking tat she shld hav enuf rest by then...bt it will never b sufficient since she have sacrifice so many hours of her sleeping time 4 ot...bt wat cn do?! there are no planning in d work...eveyting was done las minit...wat happened?! how cn such a person without any planning b a boss 2 so many staffs?? sumore is a so important geh dept...hopefully d upper head will knw abt tis and soon change d big boss to a better 1 and nt a worse 1... :)
11/9/2010
went 2 my sis' home wit family...so enjoyed playing wit my niece oh...she is goin 2 b a very pretty lady when she is grown up...
later went 2 tesco ...and ate kfc b4 gin bec...omg...2 days in a row...eating kfc... :(
later went 2 tesco ...and ate kfc b4 gin bec...omg...2 days in a row...eating kfc... :(
Friday, September 10, 2010
1st day of raya
2day feeling nt bad...bt morning due 2 hujan renyai2, i cnt go 4 my hellish cycling training... :(
2day waited 4 my colleague coming bec from kl 2 lunch 2gether wit her and colleagues...they still nid 2 ot even on 1st day of raya...tot of goin a lot of places at 1st...bt ending up in tesco eating kfc...tesco foodcourt is closed...helped her 2 reach 4 a tissue after lunch...a way of "sai sum" on wat she is doin...
2nite dinner goin 4 colleague's open house...reject even my relatives' dinner at tualang...eating seafood...bt i guess i din make a wrong choice...i enjoyed my dinner quite well...have good jokes around...she asked me 2 help her filling up her bowl with laksa...since im d person closest 2 d laksa...it's my pleasure 2 have helped her doin so... :)
later, the others complained on me only helpin her 2 fill in her bowl with laksa and nt filling in d others as well... :(
then there is a prawn session...fren asked her wana eat prawn or nt?! she said sure bt don 1 "kopek" d prawns lo...tot of "kopek" a few 4 her...bt in d end din do so...so scared of incoming gossip and rumour... :(
omg...when jealousy arisen, it will create gossip and rumour which is more destructive than nuclear weapons...it cn destroy even d strongest bond of relationship...
hopefully it din do any damage to my relationship wit her oh...hehe...(^^,)
2day waited 4 my colleague coming bec from kl 2 lunch 2gether wit her and colleagues...they still nid 2 ot even on 1st day of raya...tot of goin a lot of places at 1st...bt ending up in tesco eating kfc...tesco foodcourt is closed...helped her 2 reach 4 a tissue after lunch...a way of "sai sum" on wat she is doin...
2nite dinner goin 4 colleague's open house...reject even my relatives' dinner at tualang...eating seafood...bt i guess i din make a wrong choice...i enjoyed my dinner quite well...have good jokes around...she asked me 2 help her filling up her bowl with laksa...since im d person closest 2 d laksa...it's my pleasure 2 have helped her doin so... :)
later, the others complained on me only helpin her 2 fill in her bowl with laksa and nt filling in d others as well... :(
then there is a prawn session...fren asked her wana eat prawn or nt?! she said sure bt don 1 "kopek" d prawns lo...tot of "kopek" a few 4 her...bt in d end din do so...so scared of incoming gossip and rumour... :(
omg...when jealousy arisen, it will create gossip and rumour which is more destructive than nuclear weapons...it cn destroy even d strongest bond of relationship...
hopefully it din do any damage to my relationship wit her oh...hehe...(^^,)
Thursday, September 9, 2010
hmm...weirdo mood again...
2day din feel anytng at 1st...except 4 laziness in work...since its already raya holiday around d corner...hehe...2day since my big boss and small boss is nt around, so i hear songs whole day and in loud volume...supposed 2 b a happy day... :)
bt 2nite i gt 2 knw abt a vicious truth...she is elder than me...2 years sumore...who cn tell me?? problems arisen latershld i continue my pursuit 4 her?? or shld i stop??
since she is elder than me, even if she accepted me, there will b a lot of problems arisen later...like ppl's gossip such as "omg, wat happened 2 u?? u have quite good syarat, why choose her in d 1st place" etc??
so i guess in d end she has all her own good reasons 4 rejecting me...hmm...bt i guess i will never knw d answer...if i never confess...
moz probably, i will continue my pursuit 4 her...and confess 2 her soon... :) since she is d 1st gal who ever make me feel like wana confess... (^^,)
bt 2nite i gt 2 knw abt a vicious truth...she is elder than me...2 years sumore...who cn tell me?? problems arisen latershld i continue my pursuit 4 her?? or shld i stop??
since she is elder than me, even if she accepted me, there will b a lot of problems arisen later...like ppl's gossip such as "omg, wat happened 2 u?? u have quite good syarat, why choose her in d 1st place" etc??
so i guess in d end she has all her own good reasons 4 rejecting me...hmm...bt i guess i will never knw d answer...if i never confess...
moz probably, i will continue my pursuit 4 her...and confess 2 her soon... :) since she is d 1st gal who ever make me feel like wana confess... (^^,)
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Better mood today
tis morning langgar red light...act i wana stop geh...bt cnt brake on time...and stop after d white line...so i juz cross and langgar d red light lo...omg...it was so scary... :(
hope it never happen again...hav 2 step brake when c green light frm a far...
goin lunch wit my lecturers...at 1st tot goin 2 eat hakka lui cha at malim nawar...bt d shop din open...in d end go jeram pasar 2 eat lui cha bt only left 3 bowls...so i end up eating mix rice instead...bt d mix rice wit fried chicken, japan tauhu was quite nice 2...after lunch, go 4 coconut drink...tot of ta pao 1 packet for her...bt she is so bz...i guess she cnt b contacted...so i end up din ask her...whether she wana drink coconut water or nt...i din even try 2 call her... :(
im so coward?!
after lunch another lecturer offer to treat my colleagues and i for banana cake...left 4 pieces at 1st...tot of treating her and her colleagues...bt in d end,my colleagues suggested 2 eat it all up by shring it all among ourselves...plan failed...
bt at least i still hav d heart 2 tink at her...whenever gt sumting nice 2 share...
2nite finally tak tahan jor...sms her 2 knw more abt her recent updates...her workload is so much...cnt even finished b4 raya?? omg...raya she still hav 2 work tim...plan 2 go 2 colleagues' open house is total failure...aii...tis is goin 2 b another boring raya... :(
wish her all d best...hope she cn gt all d luck she nid...2 complete her current task on time...
i will stand by her side 4ever giving her all d support tat she nids...hope she will knw how i realy feel 4 her...sooner or later...
loving her...wana care 4 her bt cnt do so realy is torturing me physically and mentally... :(
hope it never happen again...hav 2 step brake when c green light frm a far...
goin lunch wit my lecturers...at 1st tot goin 2 eat hakka lui cha at malim nawar...bt d shop din open...in d end go jeram pasar 2 eat lui cha bt only left 3 bowls...so i end up eating mix rice instead...bt d mix rice wit fried chicken, japan tauhu was quite nice 2...after lunch, go 4 coconut drink...tot of ta pao 1 packet for her...bt she is so bz...i guess she cnt b contacted...so i end up din ask her...whether she wana drink coconut water or nt...i din even try 2 call her... :(
im so coward?!
after lunch another lecturer offer to treat my colleagues and i for banana cake...left 4 pieces at 1st...tot of treating her and her colleagues...bt in d end,my colleagues suggested 2 eat it all up by shring it all among ourselves...plan failed...
bt at least i still hav d heart 2 tink at her...whenever gt sumting nice 2 share...
2nite finally tak tahan jor...sms her 2 knw more abt her recent updates...her workload is so much...cnt even finished b4 raya?? omg...raya she still hav 2 work tim...plan 2 go 2 colleagues' open house is total failure...aii...tis is goin 2 b another boring raya... :(
wish her all d best...hope she cn gt all d luck she nid...2 complete her current task on time...
i will stand by her side 4ever giving her all d support tat she nids...hope she will knw how i realy feel 4 her...sooner or later...
loving her...wana care 4 her bt cnt do so realy is torturing me physically and mentally... :(
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
07/09/2010
Yesterday mood was nt so good...dono y?! is it realy coz din sms her jor?? or i din sleep enuf??
gt free lunch at canteen...1st time ever...i 4gt 2 inform her all abt it...mayb my instincts knw tat she is very bz...so end up controlling me 2 4gt abt telling her abt d free lunch...
2nd day din sms her at all...tot will b very uncomfortable geh tim...bt in d end, feel like nothing wo...wat a weird feeling?!
at nite, i gt a call frm a penang fren, knw her 3 years ago frm a housemate...she told me a lot abt relationship between guys and gals...she even asked me if my gf is with another guy, will i ever b able 2 4give her?? will I or won't I?
nobody knw the answer 4 d moment...
In d end, v decided to b a pair of network lover...
Slept at 2am...thanx 2 her...i helped her 2 read a document which consists of a few pages in mandarin 2 her...my mandarin is nt so good since im nt a chinese student...having a hard time reading all d chinese words in mandarin...in d end, she asked me 2 juz read 2 her d las few paragraphs...its all abt being a wife...wat a wife will do and wat a wife is??
Yesterday mood was nt so good...dono y?! is it realy coz din sms her jor?? or i din sleep enuf??
gt free lunch at canteen...1st time ever...i 4gt 2 inform her all abt it...mayb my instincts knw tat she is very bz...so end up controlling me 2 4gt abt telling her abt d free lunch...
2nd day din sms her at all...tot will b very uncomfortable geh tim...bt in d end, feel like nothing wo...wat a weird feeling?!
at nite, i gt a call frm a penang fren, knw her 3 years ago frm a housemate...she told me a lot abt relationship between guys and gals...she even asked me if my gf is with another guy, will i ever b able 2 4give her?? will I or won't I?
nobody knw the answer 4 d moment...
In d end, v decided to b a pair of network lover...
Slept at 2am...thanx 2 her...i helped her 2 read a document which consists of a few pages in mandarin 2 her...my mandarin is nt so good since im nt a chinese student...having a hard time reading all d chinese words in mandarin...in d end, she asked me 2 juz read 2 her d las few paragraphs...its all abt being a wife...wat a wife will do and wat a wife is??
Monday, September 6, 2010
Stop making u suffocate...
06/09/10
1st day...I always wana care 4 u...bt i knw 2 much care frm me may make u suffocate...so starting frm today, i plan nt 2 disturb u with my sms anymore...I don wana make u feel so stress out because of me...eventhough I cant stand nt sms-ing u...bt i will try my best 2 control my desire...I'm worried about you. Maybe you need some time for silence and calm down.... juz remember that I will always be here for you whenever you need me. (^^,)
1st day...I always wana care 4 u...bt i knw 2 much care frm me may make u suffocate...so starting frm today, i plan nt 2 disturb u with my sms anymore...I don wana make u feel so stress out because of me...eventhough I cant stand nt sms-ing u...bt i will try my best 2 control my desire...I'm worried about you. Maybe you need some time for silence and calm down.... juz remember that I will always be here for you whenever you need me. (^^,)
students nwadays... :(
las nite tink abt her 2 much...till cnt slep well... :(
tis morning was so fed up wit d only knw how 2 complain geh students...they wana score well...i knw it...bt y waste time complaining...?! study wit d complaining time which shld b abt 2 hours...they cn study a lot jor within d 2 hours...aii...realy dono wat they r tinking?! goin 2 complain me?? go ahead... I don wana care abt it anymore...since 2day my mood is nt so good, they shld b grateful...i was so mad at them...they 1 a good explanation...wat is d supposedly good explanation?? my volcano explode 4 d 2nd time jor...nt good in EQ anymore...
tis morning was so fed up wit d only knw how 2 complain geh students...they wana score well...i knw it...bt y waste time complaining...?! study wit d complaining time which shld b abt 2 hours...they cn study a lot jor within d 2 hours...aii...realy dono wat they r tinking?! goin 2 complain me?? go ahead... I don wana care abt it anymore...since 2day my mood is nt so good, they shld b grateful...i was so mad at them...they 1 a good explanation...wat is d supposedly good explanation?? my volcano explode 4 d 2nd time jor...nt good in EQ anymore...
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