Better mood today

tis morning langgar red light...act i wana stop geh...bt cnt brake on time...and stop after d white line...so i juz cross and langgar d red light lo...omg...it was so scary... :(
hope it never happen again...hav 2 step brake when c green light frm a far...

goin lunch wit my lecturers...at 1st tot goin 2 eat hakka lui cha at malim nawar...bt d shop din open...in d end go jeram pasar 2 eat lui cha bt only left 3 bowls...so i end up eating mix rice instead...bt d mix rice wit fried chicken, japan tauhu was quite nice 2...after lunch, go 4 coconut drink...tot of ta pao 1 packet for her...bt she is so bz...i guess she cnt b contacted...so i end up din ask her...whether she wana drink coconut water or nt...i din even try 2 call her... :(
im so coward?!

after lunch another lecturer offer to treat my colleagues and i for banana cake...left 4 pieces at 1st...tot of treating her and her colleagues...bt in d end,my colleagues suggested 2 eat it all up by shring it all among ourselves...plan failed...

bt at least i still hav d heart 2 tink at her...whenever gt sumting nice 2 share...

2nite finally tak tahan jor...sms her 2 knw more abt her recent updates...her workload is so much...cnt even finished b4 raya?? omg...raya she still hav 2 work tim...plan 2 go 2 colleagues' open house is total failure...aii...tis is goin 2 b another boring raya... :(

wish her all d best...hope she cn gt all d luck she nid...2 complete her current task on time...

i will stand by her side 4ever giving her all d support tat she nids...hope she will knw how i realy feel 4 her...sooner or later...

loving her...wana care 4 her bt cnt do so realy is torturing me physically and mentally... :(