2day i'm in deep thoughts...
tis morning, went 2 pasar wit mum, saw the new gal which i juz met yesterday in workplace...i suppose she is cuter, younger, prettier, have bigger eyes and sweeter voice...I had a strange feeling about her...i knw her las time in secondary sch?! i wonder...bt y i care abt it??
is my feelings 4 her started 2 "goyah" oredi?? which means my feelings 4 her is finally fading?? i realy dono wat is my real feelings 4 her?! saw tat she is so helpless at times and i realy do wana help and protect her?? or is it due to her beautiful soul that i'm so in love wit her?? bt how 2 describe it?! is it due 2 our age gap that im starting 2 hav such fading feelings 4 her?? My parents keep telling me 2 find a younger 1 bt cn I realy control my feelings 4 her?? until nw, i seem cnt stop tinking of her even 4 a single moment...d moz torturing is waiting 4 her reply (sms) bt when she never reply anyting, it realy do hurt me deep inside...eveytime i c her, i will hav d excited feeling within me...
Frens asking me 2 confess as soon as possible...bt wat shld b d moz suitable moment?? some suggested in our nex trip...bt will it b like a bit 2 early?? since both of us never realy do knw much abt each other...so 4 d moment, i will continue wit hinting her tat i hav feelings 4 her...juz scared if suddenly confess, it may scared her off and in d end, i lost a close fren...and i realy don wish it will happen 2 me again... :(
each time i hear tis song, my feelings for her seem gt stronger...
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